Always Open-

So, why does Ellen not make those tweens feel guilty? Like, she’s open to what they want, but they’re not ready and will find out then nothing is there. Like, I feel well Ellen is with Portia and that means something but not for tweens. Why would we like her if she was like that, like we watch the show and follow her online some of us. Like, why is there 1 Portia? You know? What do you think, anyway? I know lots of people know Portia.

So, why are tweens better than Portia and me worse? Maybe, she doesn’t like me?

Also, what about being gay in a good way? She often seems to let out hints that she’s rude but she didn’t really do it physically. I don’t mind her attitude, so she’d probably be nicer to me. I know ya’ll make her seem bad in the world! I know it’s so I won’t watch the show! Why would you exist, then?

So, why do tweens not worry @ Portia and don’t do shit with Ellen?

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Whah! What was it? So, I wanted to be on “The Ellen DeGeneres Show,” to play a game, though maybe I would be better off making my own internet show. I don’t know how I’ll get the money, maybe after I see if I make it in the Disney night parade as Tinkerbell or Alice if I grew an inch, then I can keep going to AMTC and try to get in a movie and then make an internet show.

So, I used to have a secret wish to be with different people forever. I wouldn’t outwardly do it. I mean, I was very private at the time. I’m just irritated people like I’m Portia, which for her apparently no 1 cares. They just don’t want me to think @ anything.

Come on, why do you have an accepted secret wish and I jut keep getting bombarded with attacks to my conscience? I know you don’t seem to be living your wish, like me before. That wish goes away. I don’t think I can change how I feel, which is not some outlandish thing. Like, wouldn’t you like it .. I had a vision I was famous and was a classroom teacher.

So, no, not that I am conscious of do I wish to like always get to be with someone like you know Johnny Depp, Tim Burton, Ellen DeGeneres, anyone. I do feel very provoked about things like that. I shouldn’t be made to feel “embarrassed.” I am not like worse than anyone else. I just feel I’d made it. I don’t like being considered not good enough when others are!

I am a happy person alone and do seek out to meet people. I can take videos and stuff to remember and talk @ it online. Yea, I mean, if Portia is with Ellen, why wouldn’t anyone be able to try to meet her more than once? You know, if you are a good person, she might read your blog online, hope you get 1 and assume you’re ready. It’s nice just to be on someone’s good side. I would feel crushed if like I were rejected. I mean, I had some problems, and maybe it’s over for me and I have to accept it, but I’m guessing not.

Well, not sure what else there is to say. I mean, I like following the show each day. I like following her online. Maybe, people aren’t “ready” and don’t know how they will be and who can help them out how. If there was no online, I mean I dunno I guess I’d just wanna meet her if I watch the show. I don’t know what people think the TV is. Maybe, they are just ready to talk @ it with someone, how it’s just fun to share the experience. Later, a girl got on her show.

Well, okay..

But, no, I have no further desire to be with someone like coo coo, like some people might. I’d like to make a poll somewhere and find out. Maybe post it on my forum. I can make a poll there, too.

Okay..

You see, there is a difference between always being with someone, someone like Portia no better than anyone but no worse or whatever, and then there’s a difference between having healthy visits. I think Ellen is off-limits, not sure why she has Portia, maybe so no 1 will tell her to marry. I mean, you could try to get on her show more than once somehow and try to talk to her then, like her crew, you know? Wny does she talk to the crew?! I hope you don’t judge that as inappropriate.

This is getting too long, I have to practice singing. Guess ya’ll think this is pretty funny and convenient. You wanna judge me like Johnny Depp, something that’s not really there that I’m not aware of, doesn’t seem to get me.

Guess I still wonder @ Portia. All I can say is we all wanna know Ellen, too. She seems a bit sarcastic|over-and-above. Lots of people talk @ her. And yea, lots of people are sarcastic, of course. So, what’s the point of being famous? You don’t really like kids all that much? I was gonna be a teacher of all ages. You don’t like what you teach ’cause I was gonna teach music? To clarify, yes, Portia is unique in a good way. She looks cute, but I mean before apparently things were different. Whose turn is it? Not mine! You go! I mean, what, they’re just gonna stay married unless they do a divorce?? I just don’t like how Portia is always right. Ellen is scared to make her mad, like Tim Burton and his wo’ld (world.)

Well, okay, need to finish up more.

Don’t go to La.

Shit keeps coming up. I can’t remember what it was exactly. Ellen must have certain thoughts @ Britney. Britney looks kinda like a kid or a superwoman. Gymnasts always reap what they sow, their bodily functions.

Anyway, is this watching Ellen feel offended in LA? I think it seems to be a lot @ her needs, like she’s not really even a grownup yet. I am, but then again I’m a kid. I think she has a radar not to mention her private life, but that private life comes out in real life-

What about liking people with certain friends just to get rid of them?

She thinks that Britney Spears is the new Ellen DeGeneres. She’ll probably run into the problem, or maybe everyone just hates me. Why not just throw me to Brad Pitt or Angelina Jolie? I’m not like Britney Spears, as a person. I don’t like these lies, like maybe Britney is more detailed than I am. Well, I mean my face isn’t a treasure map. I’m probably like Britney. True, I wasn’t as physically active timewise. I guess baton was my thing.

Why does Ellen get all that attention? Why are all the tweens given a chance I don’t have?

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Why does my dad punish things that shouldn’t be punished, like if someone was mean to you and you feel a little off? He just goes by a more cut and polished vision of the flawed world now, for some reason. I didn’t beg|ask him to do it.

My brother didn’t attack Ellen in person, he was just mad @ the joke @ his kids. I did make a joke and said shit doesn’t mean anything, almost right after, saying a family with kids is shit. You can’t be mean to me just because I said shit, I said I said shit, and I said why I said it. You go figure it out, then. I didn’t say it to any person, just my online journal, my blog, the point in life, practically.

Also, I don’t want peple like Ellen digging into my brother just because I went online and tried to get attention. I’m not some reserved tween with her dinner all cooked for her. Who decided this game, I don’t really believe it. I just am getting annoyed @ my dad. He probably didn’t really even do anything. They’re just bullshitting to give a shit @ him. You don’t give a shit @ ^what^ you say. You want his race. He is MEAN to be nice to any of you cuz I’m really careful to be nice as much as I can, which let alone was like all the time. I just said if I wanted like a toy sometimes. Stuff like that. O, did I seem to wanna call him shit? I hope not.

If my brother thought Ellen played with his *beep* that affects his kids, as anything affects in some way, he can’t get mad at him because that’s a LEGITIMATE REASON to be mad, losing your kids! Now, don’t go all wacked and say you don’t understand what I said. If you are just continuing, whoever said that, that’s mean, and you should be punished by someone. That’s very important, someone else started it, not sure who all. My brother just seemed upset he was attacked at something very important, like to hear @ it or not, had to get the message across..

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My dad would uphold Ellen over my brother automatically in any stupid way. I think Ellen supposedly somehow he thought made him change the course of having kids. I got the vibe Ellen knew @ me online and found out @ my brother somehow a bit. He’s like my parents and everyone and her.

Anyway, I didn’t want him to explode, but I thought it was okay because he has to get out his anger if no one cares @ him, something he doesn’t usually do.

I wonder what Ellen is doing hurting others. It’s like she can’t help it. You find like some message in something she does to others. Well, that was an insult, too, but I mean they do get hurt, probably because of being psyched @ Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.

I’d just like my dad to know that having kids is something people do and my brother is in the right, Ellen did it. She has no right to punish and improve others in a bad way.. Leave him alone. You wouldn’t say that it wasn’t true.

I already was in the right, don’t take Ellen from me.  I wouldn’t get that mad at her, but who knows.  She’s a bit tactual, but you know it probably happened to her, too, something like that..  I am worried someone will really hurt me, like make it look like I did it in my sleep.

My dad needs to stop acting racist, forget how, but that he says Ellen can have something to do with and hurt my brother. You know, he doesn’t mind other people liking Ellen, don’t know if he’s ever watched her himself. So, Ellen did it. He just was mad at that, he didn’t have anything to start, though..

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